They think it's a trick, and people think that a wolf is just some useful thing you can teach yourself to be, and--

( She exhales, and there's the sound of Ruby sitting, a chair scraping. )

I don't know. I shouldn't feel this way about it. I was talking to, uh. Alistair? On the network, and I tried to explain it to Anders one time, and... honestly I think people here think I'm crazy.